Lately it feels as tho nothing is on my side...no matter what i look forward to, no matter what i do or what i plan, nothing gives...it's so very frustrating, i wonder what i'm doing wrong or better yet, if i'm doing anything at all right...i would really like to take my frustration on something at the moment, and my hand still hurts from slamming it on the wall :s

but hey, life ain't over right, ya's just hit some bumpy roads every once in a while...I try not to show how i'm really feeling at the time to save the other person's feelings, cause i know whatever it is, it isn't done on purpose,but i can't do it all the time, so i'm sorry if i make them feel bad...

Soph: frustrated & hurting..