ok, so i had a few bad days recently, but things are much better now..i had a huge eye opener and i'm not afraid to admit when i've been really wrong.

So what if a few ppl got on my bad side, under my skin etc..it doesn't mean i have to dwell on it and let it ruin my life, i'm bigger and better than that but i guess i needed some reassurance. I nearly ruined something so special and in one day i realized everything that was wrong, or almost. The point is, i treated one dearest to me, how a used-to-be-close friend of mine used to treat me...when things around me aren't going well i took it out on the closest person to me, oblivious that i may be pushing them away, cause they are there for me but i was so angry at the world that i couldn't see it, or appreciate it as much.

So I realized it and i'm making lots of efforts, and i'm actually improving, at least to myself and for myself and others of course; can't let that special body get away, not just like that..