posting once again, gosh, now ya kno something definitely wrong wid me *sigh*...not too long came back from the gym, didn't have that good a work out i think, well not in my mind anyway, my brain still tired, exhausted even, plus my body was still a lil weak from lastnight, tho i only had two drinks, but as i said my mind exhausted so that probably explains it...got chat up by a not too old, not too young white man, man even gave me a wink when he was leaving then, saying "ok well see u next time" chheee lol, at times he even seemed to had wanted to carry on what little convo we had some more

what little strength i thought i had developed over the months is slowly diminishing, so much that i don't feel like workng out anything anymore, ya know, that feeling of just giving up, oh well time will tell

so i gine and relax for the rest of the day so i can be ready for the party at 8

Soph..ok for now