not a happy weekend

went extreme lastnight, my first night out in a long while and did not enjoy myself for the majprity of the night, partially cause of how cramped it was, damn flatbush asses started to crowd my area and fill it with smoke, had me claustrophobic and then the other reason was cause i was mostly left alone for most of the night.

On another note, i'm convinced that everyone or most ppl go through times of selfishness, times that even when they know things will bother someone, they don't want to care..oh well guess that's life, just wish that i'd be warned so i'd know not to be bothered either

Not too long got home from rally, it was kool but not fantastic, definitely not my worth my wait. I realise that nuff ppl that i talk to from sms or that used to like me in rally tho...i shoulda get wid somebody or become tite friends wid them to get hobby class...guess i'll keep dreaming