so, wha ya does really do when ur bored or sick of ur life (to some extent maybe) and the downfall of it is that there is only a few things u can change since the most of it is the basis of your life. For example, ppl in the home just annoyin de rass out of ya and ya cain do nuttin bout it besides ignore cause ya cain say what ya really thinking since it gine get worse or ya gine get kick out and ya really have no where else to go. But on the real, i feel the need to leave home as soon as i start to work...

But really, i'm not feeling as happy as i used to be and i don't feel like myself at the moment. In fact i've not felt totally like myself for a long time but i guess i've ignored it and have looked forward to enjoyable times to prevent myself from going into some sort of depression. But i guess that's life, just go to push on and hope that things go back to normal.