my hands are gettin so skilled in the kitchen, i must say...one of the best satisfactions u can experience is when you take a plate of food which your hand prepared of course and you can say "oh my gosh, this taste so f@ckin good" :)

I've now realized that i should stop looking for things to come to me, if i want it, go for it instead cause only i would know exactly what i want..so that, and also to stop pitying myself when things doan go as planned, just try harder next time, prepare for the fall too, but hey "that's why they call it the rise and fall"

loss, these ppl really making me hate school more n' more..i had to pry myself out of bed this morning to attend a 9 am class, then i get there (bout half past but doan dig) to hear the woman ain got class but she will have from 2-4..ain't seeing me..i mean it was bad enuff leffing the house that early now i get to either breeze at school til that time which just fail or go back home and i was not leaving it again, esp. since i hit my bed as soon as i got back home..it soo bad now that the night b4, i does be in my bed contemplating whether i should get up tomar or not..Oh forgive me Lord, i've gotten so lazy

i just found another "Days of Our Lives" fanatic..but i ain gine sell she out lol...just glad they are other ppl out there like moi, but i ain cah..my close frens laugh at me but i'd continue to say, Days is the best soap they have, even better than these modern day ones

And you were rite as you always are Bigjoe..i talked to the peeps and my issues are solved, well for now, it was just some misunderstanding (as u said)..loss i tired of u being rite

my dance class as usual has me broken up, but u ain hear me complaining, i like the feelin...i like to kno i'm oiling the ole joints, plus it benefits in the long run :)

You know, it's true that sometimes you can be your own worst enemy..you're your worst judge at times on yourself, make mistakes that take a toll not only on you but on others, well the ones you truly care about and pass the wrong judgement sometimes on others and matters. Oh y oh y..sometimes you just dig your own grave, looking at others, looking at what they are doing wrong, you fail to realize what you're doing yourself *sigh*

Well enough of that, dexterity was good, left the best for the last i guess :), but sadly to say now i've got a terrible headache and i didn't get to go to the circus as planned :( (doan laugh at me haters)

I going and sleep very soon, need to get up fresh in the morning, but i was hey listening to the radio, hearing some sweet ole tunes that used to make ya heart tingle..this one used to and still does touch me:

If I cried like a baby would you change your mind?
If I told you I'm crazy
would you come running back to me?
The harder I try to break away,
the more I get lost in yesterday
The man that you know is just a shell,
living without your life is hell

I turn on the radio just to take the hurt away
Another night and I'm missing you
Girl, it's killing me, well

I don't wanna die tonight,
but I think I might be going down
'Cause the only one I ever cared about
is nowhere to be found
I don't wanna close my eyes 'cause I might not see the light
of day, I'm almost out of air
You're my reason for breathing 2x

I don't wanna go clubbing,
I got no one to dance with me
I don't wanna go shopping,
I got no one to spend my money on
Spending my time with one glass of wine
Playing solitaire just to ease my mind
Poured one for you, but I drank that too
Anything to kill the pain of losing you

I turn on the radio just to take the hurt away
Another night and I'm missing you
Girl, it's killing me

So I'm reaching out on this distant line
Hoping deep inside your heart's gonna find a reason
To keep me breathing
But I'm lost in this pain and I don't have much time
I'm so tired of walking this same old line
So I'm taking my pride, gonna throw it aside
Please let me breathe girl, I'm sorry

Baby girl, don't leave me standing here
I'm barely breathing, girl,
I'm running out of air

I don't wanna die tonight,
but I think I might be going down
'Cause the only one I ever cared about
is nowhere to be found
I don't wanna close my eyes 'cause I might not see the light
of day, I'm almost out of air
You're my reason for breathing

*Baby Face -Reason for Breathing*