look, instead of replying all the time in my own comments piece i just decided to blog..Doan wanna seem too mad, but sometimes my head doan be there, forgive me for all the misspelled words lol.

Anyhow, tonite i just hey by myself but it pretty kool cause i bout to drop rite to sleep. The day was good, mostly watched some movies and went to the beach which i haven't gone to in musse a year and didn't even stay that long cause the water was cold as shite

I was asked recently if i'm a perfectionist and i had to admit that i am to some extent though i never thought about it. However, i'm only this way with certain situations such as work but i never thought it spills over into my more personal life, but given the benefit of the doubt i had to say that it isn't impossible that i am that way all the time...but i must defend myself and say that it's always been part of my life and has never damaged my life cause i don't overdo it

"Emotional rollercoaster", i love that song, but on the other note that's how i feel right now...i feel happy and show i'm happy on the outside, but still there is something missing...if i stand still for too long i get restless, i can't even sleep too well, up to just now my sister told me she heard me moaning in my sleep lastnight lol...

Anyhow, yesterday i passed through xtreme to view the scenes..it was kool..played the rally game and sucked as i always do...rally games just never greed with me except Grand Torismo (cain remember if that spell rite), i just can't control the car, but i drive very well on the road thank you very much (for wunna dangerous ppl). I didn't stay long tho, watched Piper mash up de basketball game, and laughed at Romel as he played Air Hockey wid Hadley, (man is such a sore loser lol) and then i made my way home cause i wasn't feeling to well to begin with, but that was it...i guess i'll be passing in there bout every week from now on