so i'm taking a leaf out of Ana's blogs and venting a lil of my own cause with some ups you must have downs. Today's blog isn't really a serious, depressing blog but i don't want to stay down no matter how little it may be so i thought writing may help somewhat....point is there are some ppl you just wish would not be there in your life, or to a lesser extent, some that just annoys you greatly and you just can't ignore them all the time...

anyhow, this person either spiteful or really loves the attention, but most of the time i believe it is the latter and if the former is the case, why ppl does got to indulge them anyway, even in the slightest ways??

sooo, the birthday came and went very quickly i must say but i spent it very very well. Hadley took me to East Moon..and as he said, he wanted to take me to where it all began, so from then i was all smiles cause i thought that was incredibly sweet...ironically enough when i asked him if a certain attire was ok, he did not even let out the secret cause i ended up wearing the same dress i wore there 2 yrs ago. ah well..it fitting me much better now tho, judging from the drooling and compliments i was getting all night :)....unfortunately i was not able to take any pictures...if i was not in such a hurry, (cause yes i went classes) i would have remembered the camera :( but for sometime in the future, hopefully i'm in the same form i'll put back on the dress and take some pics lol, even if just for myself cause it had looked real good for real if i do say so myself)

On other notes, from the time i woke up yesterday i was extremely busy cause something went very very wrong and i had to do some running around, but i didn't mind...then mums started reasoning some shite that had me offset but i couldn't let her ruin my day yuh know, so i cursed her (in my mind) and said forget that and cheered up and so the day went along well enough.

Soo, de birthday gine be in bout 30 mins and for some reason i'm really excited..more excited than my 18th birthday...:S that's a lil weird...yea i'm still a young ting but i don't care, it's what's up there in the head, so really and truly i don't feel this age 'cept of course when i wanna act retarded but everyone has those times...lol

So i don't have a thing planned but apparently someone has been doing the planning..i'm told i have to dress really hot..heels and ting so i doan know where i'm being carried boh..ah well ain't complaining..will give the info tomar