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Sunday, October 05, 2003

So it was an up and down week for me, going and coming, coming and going that's all it felt like, even lost bout 3lbs during this week...but finally it going, or coming, however u wanna look at it, but point is it's all better now...i realised that ppl got the better of me and i can't let that happen, can't let them take sweet ole sophie
Things feel real good now for real tho and that's cause i'm focusing on the ppl and things that will better my life and not degrade it or make it look worthless...nothing isn't wrong with having ppl there to talk to, but u have to be certain about the ones u call "friends", even tho they may have seemed to always be there for you, i realised that most times i felt alone and doubtful of myself were due to those persons, and in life u have to make choices, either let things get u down or u get above them...and i chose the latter. I realised that i can be better than those ppl when i start to believe in myself and i can, but fortunately and unfortunately without them...of course it doesn't mean it will be easy but i will get there, i can't keep bringing down myself

*soph feeling positive*