two blogs in one day, where's the massive thunderstorm?? lol

alrite, i finally made it clear to the ex exactly how i felt about him cause the man was just being a total annoyance. To make a long story short, he did some shit to me, i ended it, he claimed that i will come to my senses and get back with him...ASS...he went away, thank god, then started calling me like we were old friends. Despite the obvious annoyance in my voice, he calls back & calls back...& calls back, laughing it off like he's trying to ignore it. Then the periods tween the times he would call started to grow farther apart, so i'm like, yea he's finally getting the hint. Then he calls to tell me he's coming into the island, maybe he'll give me a shout...sweet person i am, i won't just say, no don't bother, instead i say mmm, ok. Now check this..man comes in the friday and by saturday 9:30, he's at my house. I did not even go to him cause he coulda only be an adjective-not-yet-found. Bout few days after, he's calling me asking if he can pass..i tell him i'm busy..he's asking how busy and for how long to which i reply, very and i don't know. Next day (can i get away from him) he called but i wasn't home. Then he shows up here the next. I was sleeping at the time and dine even bother to wash my face..convo goes like this:

• idiot- "So why's ur face so blank?"
• sweetme- "(wanting to ask if besides the obvious reasons) i was sleeping"
• idiot- "mm, i guess this wasn't a good time then?"
• annoyedme- "to do what?"
• ass- "talk"
• veryannoyedme- "you are talking"
• jackass- laughs, "check ya lata then"

Now tell me why in heavens name the man does come wasting my time. But today was the day..today he finally asks me why i treat him so so that was my cue. Now let me tell you how he is...does shit and has no idea, not even remorse cause he just doesn't have a clue..as though some unknown force was pushing him to do things. My bestfriend knows him only as 'psycho sid' (don't ask me where she got that from) but the man is just a repulsive most-things and don't ask me why i stood for the crap, because ashamed to say it but yes, i did not know...i was one of those very blind, and very fooled (not the only except those who really knew him), but i have learned my lesson and although sometimes i do wonder what i could have done with a year of my life, i let it go and say everything happens for a reason cause i am glad where i am right now. I have no hate i just wanted nothing to do with him for the fact that he never once came to apologise to me but has the nerve to get on as though we are bestbuds. So today i made sure i laid everything on thick, everything on my mind, no holding back. Just hope it works cause he can't seem to take in anything.

ok, sorry for the delay but i'll take the time now to write a short review of what occurred these past two wks if my brain allows...

the big jump up day was just ok to me, nothing that exciting and yet nothing to complain about, 'cept the fact the toes still sorta sore & that after the jump we had to walk far as tail from the food stalls to wash down the grub. Started off jumping with a whole gang, of course i could not find them by the end of the jump but i didn't mind, tho i did see most of them breaking down the ppl gates midway down the rd. Tried to find HH at the very end but that was in vain..found out later he was on the opposite side from where i was looking for him at Tims, so thanks to realbash, celina & saran for waiting wid me and getting me home safely.

This past sunday the bunch of us that roll to rallies together was so thrilled by the offroad experience earlier this yr that we went on an island safari tour and it was...what's the word..there's no word to describe it, it was just tooo damn good!! Got broads, got wet, got kixx, the driver was even talking shit along with us, but i believe he held it down a lil for the tourists. lol..but the man was just out to get us after we laughed at the other gp (cause we had to split into 2) cause they were dirty...man waited til we got back on the road to swerve to the right into a puddle to soak us...we didn't even see it coming..haha but that wasn't all, he got us again in st. andrew...first he's talking calmly about how grapefruits came about, then we notice he's rolling up the window, look a lil further and we see a puddle stretching the whole length of the rd. Good gosh, it was excellent. Along the trip we also saw a hippie, and a man who resembled Abraham...in tights lol...i was also tackled by one of my peers and skinned upside down by Mr. Hoyte, still i wished for more..i was having too much of a ball man. Finally, i nearly forgot to mention that the other jeep load which included said one got pissing drunk, ok maybe i'm exaggerating a lil, but they were about there..came begging us for our rumpunch or also known as the jungle juice, it was just hilarious..i wish the day hadn't ended as quickly as it did.