ok, so it's a Bank Holiday, a really beautiful day if i might add and i'm now leaving my house at 4, which i dreaded and hoped wouldn't happen since this morning, but what can i do? *sigh* I've been ready since 1.30 to go to de beach, had to read or something to keep from falling asleep and i'm really trying to keep my kool...i dislike all persons who are having fun right now :'(

Alright, i'm going to confess something that i doan really like to say out loud in my blog...i doan feel important to my friends. I try real hard not to let it get me down, but i realise more n' more that they are becoming more distant from me..at first i thought um was me, cause honestly, i does hang with a whole gp, but they are only a few that i would call friends, but you see they have gotten realitively close to some dangerous ppl who i refuse to hang around cause as i said, them dangerous..so i thought it was me, myself and I at first cause i musse was keeping from roun them to keep from the dangerous ppl, but no..i realise, i doan get invite no where, i doan really get the phone calls like i used to etc etc..but one of these God blessed days, Soph is going to blow up and they aren't going to see it coming..i done for now..

alright, so i not to long got back home yet again, this time from waiting in a line for 2 whole friggin hours for some tickets that ain even going to full my belly when i get them, cause for them 2 hours, my stomach was starting to touch my back...luckily for me, when i arrived i didn't have to start at the bottom, all the way by Knights, or i would have cried right there in the road, but i had a fren there not too far from the booth, but not too near either...every ten minutes i got an inch further, then bout 9.15 or so, i spotted someone to buy my tickets for me, my good ole buddy Kirk, who was bout 8 ft away from the booth in the other line, but who also still took 2 hrs to get to the booth himself..i stayed in my own line just in case he didn't get thru, but he did and i still didn't get the time i wanted :( but oh well, i got muh tickets..a headache too but i ain diggin nuttin

well, i not too long got back from 'exercising my right to vote', then again...'my mother exercised my right to vote'...we had it from the time she woke me up at mins to 6 til we at the door of the polling station lol, now i think about it it was pretty funny..

so now i have to get ready, car my mother to work so to get the car and get cross by the olympus office to get my tickets b4 i have to get ready to go out along the coasts to do this environmental project blah!! So i deciding to get there at 8.45 b4 um open at 9 like i going there to vote lol

barely wasted my time getting up out of bed this morning for a 9 a.m class that i didn't even have to go to...woke up this morning with the same headache i had from the night b4, having two minds to go to school, i finally got up bout 8.10 and got ready..my eyes still half-shut...got to school to hear de woman teaching for 5 mins, then they have a lab...i say, ya mean to tell me i come class for 5 mins, stupse..then lo n' behold, de woman ain even teach..mo' stupse, but hey, i was in alright spirits after a few minutes so i breezed there on bcc grounds, helped a fren with her intro to chemistry (had me feeling as tho i know sumthing :) ), and then i was going to leave to go for them Matrix tickets, when i hear that them sell out already, i was like WTF, cain be...so then i hear um was just a rumour (sigh of relief lol)..just wish i still had connections like some ppl so i coulda get them from b4, but i gots to wait til tomorrow...9 a.m. sharp..

Voting??? good question..i still at a lost as to who to vote for :s, this politics thing just confusing my a$$..i plan not to vote, but as they say, those who doan vote, doan have a voice!?..plus mums telling me i have no choice, i wanna tell her car she tail but i can only hold my mouth and hope my pleading gets somewhere..

the 8th of June like it ain't going to see me for rally *sniff*...my space in the car got taken cause that girl forgot i was coming, stupse, and i's de person with the camcorder yeh..and that boy talking bout if he cain hold it...he mad??..no soph, no cam, simple...gots to get me a ride :)

oh, the joys of being a female...I was looking to go up bushy pk today, but chaa looks like i staying inside today, hire somebody to massage my back or sumthing..

I'm now feeling the results of the gym...i mostly worked the legs yesterday so they hurt the most, along with my ass..oh and cain forget the abs..getting there very soon :)

So nuttin plan for the day except resting, look how plans does get dun up in 1, stupse..so that's bout it, plus i'll be looking forward to my parent's return, see if they got anything for muh :$

I'm in much better spirits than b4, i must say...i woke up yesterday morning feeling like a brand new person, my outlook on life was much different than it has been in the past few months..almost feels as tho i'm back to my normal self...i realized that the source of my problems was within myself, of course i'm not proud to say this, but at least i'm able to admit my mistakes..

so yesterday i decided to treat my baby to lunch, and basically make his day as sort of my way to show how grateful i was for his patience with me, then later in the evening i had to go cheer him on at his badminton tournament..not much use i was tho since i had a headache ( ok haili :p)...

and now today, i started my first day at the gym, had a ok work out, but didn't really get into it cause i was now getting the feel of the machines, but really looking forward to really getting fit :). So from then and until now, i just breezed here by my boo, watched some videos etc...wasn't much of a weekend, but it was good nevertheless...

and now the down side of this weekend is that my week of freedom is basically over due to the fact that my parents will be in the land by the tomorrow afternoon..but hey, oh well, it was good while it lasted..